sometimes.... it's just not worth it.

Good morning! It's about 1 am... and I'm just getting home from a long, long day. But, it was a good day... helped the future hubby pick out his and his groomsmen's tuxes... and that was, well easy. Compared to my 2 hours of dress shopping... it was a piece of cake. Now that, that is taken care of... we are getting well on our way... only about 2 1/2 months left to go!

(and yes... I've been counting down for a good while now)

so... I've noticed lately that things have been getting to me a tad bit more... things like... people.

Why?

Not quite sure...

You ever have those moments where you sit back and just say... " it's just not worth it?"

I've had those thoughts frequently lately... and the thing is, why? Why is it not worth it to me? Am I avoiding confrontation, or am I doing it just to please?

People can be harsh... selfish... unthoughtful... and just down right mean sometimes... but yet, most people sit back and take it. Well, it comes to the point where you just can't take it anymore. That's when people blow a fuse. No, I'm not quite there yet... but... maybe soon.

I consider myself, a genuine, thoughtful person {i really do try} and maybe that's just too hard for other people to do, but... there comes a time where someone can take so much... and it starts to hurt that others just don't treat you the way that you do them. Why is that? Maybe its easy, maybe they don't know... or they do (i think that's most cases) But really, I think some people just don't care. 

Me? I do a lot... so.. the "it's just not worth it?" Well in the end... I think it is.

amberlee