A totally out there post

Bare with me on this random and totally out there post.

Lately I have been thinking of my future.

Where will I be in 5, 10, 15 years? What will I be doing? Will I be happy?

Have you ever wanted to just look into your future, take a peek at what your life will be like?

I do.

I also ask myself, am I doing the right things? Am I making the right choices?

I don't want to look back in 10, 20, shit, 50 years from now and say, "I wish I would have done that."

I don't want that shit.

I want to make sure that in that moment... I say, "I wouldn't have changed a thing."

I guess to some extent.. maybe it's not my decision, or is it?

If you could look into the future and change it, would you?

I'm not sure what I would do... guess it depended where I was, how I was doing. Just to get that piece of mind to know I'm doing this right, that the paths I am taking will lead me in the right direction.

I guess no one ever knows.

All I can do is tell myself that I am going the right way, and I will get to where I want to go.

But, wouldn't it be nice to just have a little peek?

Amberlee