I'm at that point...

Every get to the point where you are just fed up with everything...

Nothing seems to go right... nothing seems like it will go right... just fed up.

That's how I feel at this moment.. I could go into details about everything I'm fed up with.. but I won't.

How do you make it past this feeling... I know, I know, everything will turn around - I'm just sick of waiting.

If I could peek into the future, and see what was in store for me, I so would. Hopefully it would ease my mind, and I would see everything will be OK. And if not, then I would work on making it be OK.

Here is my questions to myself today...

What do I want from this life?

I don't want to go through life saying, "what if" I don't want to be at the end saying, I wish I would have done this instead...  but what do you do if you never see things happening the way you want them to, how can you turn that around so they can go just the way you want them to.

I've realized that I am super impatient... one of my bad qualities. I hate waiting... and I am doing a lot of that right now... and I'm sure I'll be doing a lot of it in the future.

Too much going on in this head.... wish I could go home and take a nap - I need one.

Amberlee