Just been one of those weeks..

You ever think back when you were younger and how you use to imagine your life? Where you would be now, what you'd be doing? Has it ever been completely off track?

Not mine, to a point.

Everyone dreams of a perfect life, the one they just know they will have. Mine might not be completely perfect, because lord knows we all have faults and things we wish we're a tad bit different, but all in all? I'd say mines going pretty well.

I've found who I need in my life and who I want in my life.. I've found the ones that want to be in my life and the ones that don't. Life is all about the people that come and go.., and I can't hold on to it all, even if I want to. Needs and wants are two different things.

Honestly, I don't know where I'd be without my amazing husband. He lights up my world, and gives me something to look forward to seeing every morning and every night when I get home from work. He is truly my everything. We may not have it all or have this perfect life as some might see it, but as long as I have him, nothing else matters. He makes my life perfect.

It's just been one of those days where all I can think about is the negative in my life... I bitch and moan deep down but keep that smile on my face. But, when I really sit here and think about how blessed I truly am... It's because I'm looking into those cute brown eyes and suddenly everything will be ok,

Sappy... I know, but isn't there at least someone or something in every ones life they feel this way about? If you say no, then maybe it's time you looked around and figured that one thing that just makes everything worth wild. Something you can hold onto forever, that something that makes your life all that much better.

I'll still think about how I wish things would go this or that way.. But I'll always have him by my side... Trudging through the thick dark waters with me, and somehow he makes it all crystal clear.

He is all I need.