Just one of those days...

Ever have one of those days where your world is grey... there feels like there is no one in the room.. and you're here.. physically, but not mentally? I'm sure you have... and I'm having one of those days.

I woke up... late as usual.. threw on some clothes.. and out I went. Now I sit here working... and I feel (and probably look) like a zombie.. not sure what has gotten into me today. It is rainy out... could be a factor.. or that I'm tired (super tired, stayed up until 1:30 watching Bridesmaids, which I thought was hysterical)

It's just one of those days...

I'm in  hoping mode lately... for better, brighter days. I'm hoping that a few things I want start coming my way... hoping. At this moment, hoping is all I think will come out of it... nothing more. I hate that.... You get your hopes up to only feel like they'll just be shot down.. again, and again. It can get the best of you. Something you want... or want to do can fit you so perfectly... but it never happens, so we continue to hope.

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I wish the weekend would get here... I think it's going to be filled up pretty nicely... So far it's looking like a bonfire Friday night... shopping Saturday... and working on my gardens Sunday (if it's nice)

It'll be March already... although I'd like to take away the RCH and replace with Y.. that would make me super happy =)

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So, since my hubs decided he wants to get a boy puppy in the Fall, I sadly decided to fix Leo. It makes me sad, because through his whole life so far (5 years almost) all I have wanted was to breed him. And, I did try, twice. It was a fail. I think I will just have to suck it up... 1. It is better for him 2. He won't be marking his territory in unwanted places anymore (cough cough our shoes...) and 3. He won't decided to hump every kid he sees.... (hah! Sad, but so true) And it gets on my nerves like you wouldn't believe.. it is sooo wrong, but I will admit can be funny...but soo wrong =) So, I am putting my breeder wants aside, and I am going to get it done before we move... that way he hopefully won't decide to mark up our house.... hump our future kids... and have serious dominance issues with the new pup that will be coming.

But, you know what is holding me back from say doing it tomorrow? The fact that it is going to cost me..... drummm roollllllllll..... $287 FREAKIN DOLLARS.. for a 15 pound dog... WTF?? Like that is a lot of dough... no wonder no one gets there animals fixed, and we have serious over populated humane leagues, etc... maybe if they made it a little more affordable, it wouldn't be such a problem... ugh.. makes me so angry.. But, it's OK.. I shit out 20's everyday.. so it's no biggie for me... noooo problem..

It's just one of those days!

Let's hope the day gets brighter =)

Amberlee